My Son Charlie passed away almost a year ago. Court things are now beginging. I am still having nightmares. I still feel his touch and hear is cry every where I do. Some days it doesnt seem as it is going to get any easier to deal with. My family doesnt want to blame me for this, but they do. I have lost friends. And I at times I feel as though I am becoming a hateful woman. Where do I begin? At times I wish this was all a nightmare But reality is that it's not. My kids tehy are so messed up. My daughter Adrianna asked for a life like doll for christmas of her brother and she named it Charlie. She dresses him in clothes. And It brings out all the times I held him in my arms. Depression that is my life. And drags everyone around me to it. Please mainly just keep my kids in your thoughts and prayers. They have no idea how to deal with this.

hang in there girl! I am here if you EVER need to chat okay!

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big thanks to you am. it is much easier to get it out on the computer ya know. it is stil hard to actually get out in words and talk about. i thought i was gettin there. but i was way wrong. and it is showing here lately. i mean i dont think i even have a sleep schedule anymore. and i barely feel like doing anything. ya know.
thanks for the hugs Myn

just wanted to say that your in my prayers

THAT MAN IS CUTE.. HEHEHEH

You have the strength to do this. I am so sorry for your loss. :hugehug :hugehug :hugehug to you and your family. :pray for you all too. Much love.

hang in there sweety.

I'm so sorry! :hugs

I am so sorry! Your kids will definitely be in my prayers tonight.

i'm so sorry for your loss and pain. you and your family are in my prayers